on heartbreak

Have you ever had someone break your heart with so much care and respect that you actually like them more? That's pretty much how it went down last night. I actually feel closer to her than I did before. Without getting into to much detail I can't explain exactly what I mean, but believe me when I say that even though it hurt, it was beautiful.

did you enjoy your new years celebration as much as i did?

well, did ya?

how the hell do i get out of the friend zone

anyone?

the best thing about me

you know, i'm pretty smart, and good looking, not to mention how strong i am, but the best thing about me...i'm humble.

I only know 2 things about women...

and the other one is, they like chocolate

what i learned today

today i learned that there are too many 4's.

i'm a movie star

they finished filming my new movie (my scenes anyway). my first roll with lines, I'm only in 3 scenes (for the first 3rd of the movie, i die in the second 3rd), but the scenes were all me. we're going to have a release party early next year after all the editing is done. I'm pretty excited about it, the director and producer told me that they noticed how good of a job i did while they were editing some of what they had shot. i don't know if my acting will lead to anything, but it sure feels good to a star, even a little one.